海洋的我。鱼

双鱼座，是我的星座。。
富有神秘感，浪漫，爱幻想，喜欢逃避问题。。

有时候，，我真的觉得自己是条鱼。。
一条活在水里的鱼儿。。

海水，就好像是我的家人一样。。
无论鱼游向何处，，都不能没有水的存在。。

空气，就好像是我的朋友一样。。
无论是在水里或是稍微扩出水面，，我都得依赖着它。。

水草，，就好像象征着爱情。。
无论鱼儿又到多远，多自在，最终还是会回到水草身边歇息，，
水草的存在，，给鱼儿一份安全感，，
没有了水草，，海底内的色彩再也精彩和忐忑。。

珊瑚，，就好像象征着一个最好最好的知己，，
每当鱼儿又累了或是迷失了方向，，
它就好像它的形状一样，，隐约指引着某各方向。。
每当水草不存在或是消失时，，
它都是那个不会离弃水草的珊瑚。。
依然在一旁绽放着自己的色彩来保护鱼儿。。

贝壳，，就好像象征着我生命中的过客，回忆。。
他们，，曾经踏进我的世界，，也在我不留意时离开我的世界。。
无论是快乐，伤心还是无奈。。
回忆，，就好像紧紧地封锁在我的脑海里，
就好像一个很漂亮但被封锁的贝壳，，
我却无法呼唤和打开它。。
是潜意识的不愿，，还是后意识的不敢。。？

有时候，，我真的觉得真的像条鱼。。
想只有的游来游去，，可是却被自己束缚着。。
我不能没有海水，空气，水草，珊瑚和贝壳。。
缺少了任何一方，，我的生活就不再精彩。。

i dont want ..

curi tulang again...
haiz...suddenly got a force push me update my mood..
exam coming soon ..about 7 days more...
is really time for countdown it..

Annoying for something..
i also duno how to say and describe myself feel and mood..
it just like what i say..
why God wanna plan my life be like that ?
i also duno..
maybe God wanna me learn more in my life..
learn more brave and independence..
also want me learn how to be strong and brave to stand up things and face it ..

i am weak ..
i am cowardly ..
i am scare ..
i am worry ...

i know it ..

but i dont want be the loser in this war ..!

I DONT WANT !!

08-10-2009

today is Beatrice birthday..
we go celebrate with her by take dinner..
lol...stimbot..
we go Metro Prima de Hou Sek Dak eat stimbot..
iyoyo....
all people come late ..haha...
just Chu xin , Yann and Sock cheng come early..
after that i and Yy also come and we started eat while waiting for them...
lol...luckly we eat first because Kok ming and Beatrice also come late ..
haha...Sam and Yuan also having tuition ..
ngek ngek...lol...

xxxxx Stimbot-ING xxxxxx

suddenly ...Bom~Bom~Bom~
hey..got fireworks leh...
iyoyo...beautiful neh...
haha...we all say this fireworks occurs because of Beatrice..haha...
because is someone put the fireworks...
haha....i also duno is real ornot ..
but i believe it...
wahaha.....then a few guys come and join us..
Jozen , Vincent and Qi an..
lol...

damn kenyang o~~
iyoyo...cakes occurs...
before that we keep discuss how to sing the happy birthday song because we celebrate Beatrice , Yee ying and Seah jade birthday together also..

♬ ♪ ♩ ♭ ♪happy birthday to you ~happy birthday to you~happy birthday to Beatrice yee ying and Seah jade
happy birthday to u all ..♬ ♪ ♩ ♭ ♪

                                                                                                                           * To be continue~~

hapi birthday

Lol...
oppss....today havent yet finish revision my physisc chapter 2 also and come online..
haiz...
eiei..is not today ..is yesterday ..
because now already pass 12 0'clock..

haha...Today we going do a Mission Impossible tonight..
lol...who incharge to it??
someone lo...haha..
 today is Beatrice birthday,,,,
yoyoyo....

Happy Birthday , Beatrice..

i duno whether that you will saw this wish ornot ..
haha...nevermind la...

Happy Birthday to u  and Seah Jade also...

and hope laipi de Mission Impossible success !!!

today will is a nice day and a miracle day..
we going to get crazy for it..
haha...
happy guysss..

annoying

Exam coming..
Time really like a F1 race ..suddenly feel like that..
tomorrow is PMR already..
last year de today ..i think i was at bed now..
sleeping , worrying , scaring..

This year was totally different..
i was in form 4 already..
time really like a race..
it wont wait for anyone and it wont stop for anyone..
life also..
it change suddenly just like a wind ..
sometime maybe a year was passed but just feel like awhile

Exam getting soon..
time really pass by like a rocket..
my life suddenly cant pick it up..
from first time exam until midyear exam until last montly test until now
final exam..
my hope was can get a flying color de result..
but i still cant get it..
i hope i will regret once a upon time..
because i now really got regret why my form 1 until form 3 result so bad..
it just a easy thing ..
like Sejarah..
it just need to memorize and then do the objective paper ..
got choice also..
A B C D ..
u choose anyone also will get the answer..
the answer that choose still have 1/4 persent to get it correct..
when i was in pmr life...i always curious that why someone can get more than 90% in sejarah..
it was hard and tough for me..
lol...but now i think it back..
just comprehend that i really is a stupid..
no pay attention to study ...lol..

haha..now think it back...
just a funny memory...
exam getting start early ..
it was really not in my plan..
i really getting crazy....
the primary reason not because about the time for revison
is other...
haiz....but second reason was about the revision time..

Hmmm...
-----annoying-----
why many things always occur in the same time..
this world got 365 day..
why can God cant divide the things to 365 day..
1 day happen 1 thing..human also wont getting crazy easily...
《Secret》 also got say ...an apple a day doctor keep me away..
why cannot a thing happen a day...human wont get crazy easily..
LOL...really getting crazy...
i hope doctor really will keep me away..form now..

time and life is really like a race..
i realize it ..
zzz...
will be less online and less update my blog soon..
wanan focus in my exam already..
i duno that i can do it ornot..but i will try my best...

Good luck for all form 3 guyss...
gambateh neh...

and wish my happy life will get longer and longer..
and will not end..
lol..i know it was impossible..
but laipi ming recently keep say nothing is impossible..
i hope this will happen from now and never end....

我爱他-Ding Dang

 有时候觉得，，人真的很脆弱。。

快乐，，伤心，，郁闷，，生气。。

有些人有情感表露自己的喜怒哀乐。。

有些人则用情感压抑自己内心最深处的自己。。

今天的你，快乐吗？

今天的你，伤心吗？

今天的你，郁闷吗？

今天的你，生气吗？

今天的我，又是怎样呢？

快乐吗？

伤心吗？

哭泣吗？

郁闷吗？

烦恼吗？

还是一直不变正在想念着你？

我不知道。。

也不想知道。。

因为不重要了。。

一切的一切，，

在开始的时候，，我们都知道会有结束的一天。。

[我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩

我不了解你怎能心安 也捉不住你的倔强]

我爱他-叮当

Ishh..zzz

hey...hello to all...
have been a long time no update my blog....
haha...
why neh ?
Erm...actually i wanna update my blog last few day ago ..
but my computer connection out some problem ..
so ...

Oh my god...i try my best to click the connect button...
but also out of service..
just got few word..
[ Error 676 : The phone line is busy ]
Ishhhh.....
zzzz....keep phone line busy ...
i also duno phone line busy what lo actually ..no call also ..and no one use phone also..
is who false ?

At first i though this situation just one or two day..
then i try connect after one and two day ..
but also cant ....
omg....why har ?
i sure duno ...lol...
then i think it will "recover" after two day de ...
but ..nope..
i really  Beh TAHANleeee......
i ask my friend Tart Kor ( haha..is Ying Tat la...) what is the phone number to complain streamyx
lol....really is 100...
haha....
then after tuition
i call TM net when arrive home..
Oh my god lo....

du..dudu~~
tekan 1 to bahasa malayu
press 2 for bahasa english
zzz.....so many procedure...
but it ok...
haha....got abit fun..
lol...joke...?
i call le TM Net and complain to streamyx service ..
but they say is not streaymx problem ..
say le long time then say  is my computer problem ...
lol...i also duno where out problem ...
lol...chat with the staff until half...
du``dudu~
lol...phone line cut already...
aiyaya...
call 1 more time...
haiz....zzzz.....
say le many also duno where out problem ...
lol...waste le 1 hour more to it...
then no mood to "repair" it already ..
go sleep...
zzz....

Arhxx......my computer gonna sick already....
i also too...
GG...
really so sad ....
and worry ..duno how to treats it...
Arhxx....who can help me ?
God a God....

waa...haha...today i go school ask my friends...
aiyoyo...my friends really so geng leh..
haha....
ask le Yy , Yuan , Sam , Leng Lui Jozen , Tart kor Ying Tart  and Kok Ming also many..
haha....really so thanks to u all...
help me many...
muakkss...
haha..
then i follow Yuan instrution call 1 more time TM Net de technique seivice...
Omg....it was ...
cooll.....
i follow the staff instruction do ...
then..
iyoyo...
FINALLY CAN CONNECT le....
yeah yeah yeah ...

omg....
really so thanks to her...