有时候.

　　有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一

      个人静静的发呆

　　有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。­

　　有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。­

　　有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。­

　　有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。­

　　有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。­

　　有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。

　　有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­

有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。­

　　有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。­

　　有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

　　­有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。­

　　有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

　　真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。­

　　有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。­­

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的­无影无踪。

　　有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。­

有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。­

有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。­

有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。­

　　有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。­

      可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。

　　有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。­

　　有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。

有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。­

　　有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，­有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。

　　有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。­

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。　　

　　跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的，不想让他们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。

丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

 

     但 ， 

     我迷路了.

June 23

Today , June 23 , Wednesday

Today I am so upset and disappoint SO..

I found no one for telling and talking about my mind ...and my problems




Back home , fall into sleep to escape all of this ...

Suddenly , I hate myself much because I always escape from the truths and problems every time

I want to tell and say out for someone But I cant

The feel is hard to describe ...But is suffer .

Expired Rubbish

♥♥♥

♥

Update once a time..Because of he ..♥

Holidays recently,

i say BYE-Bye to all communicate and network system...

Lying me.....bluff-ing ....><"

Annoying things many...

But , 

when i think about HE..♥ 

God,,totally changed and happy..!

 

Who is HE ?!

 

 

 

 

Qiangg`Qiang~

is HE..

name : Alvin Gan 

today birthday , June 13 .

Happy Birthday ...

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶

wish you all the best ....and take good care ....

haha.....he is come from Astro Star Quest 2010..

so , i going to watch this year final Astro Star Quest 2010 also....

who got ticket ?! haha....

Actually i not know him from Astro Star Quest programme...

i know him when Samuel brought me go see a show at Sentul's hall with Chinese Society...

At the time , he as a singer and dancer in the show ....

sand Jam Hsiao's song and dance sorry sorry...

he made me so " remember" he ..in my mind....

then ....duno why ?

he not bad...haha......

listen yy said he got take part in ASQ 2010...

Oh my god ...!

support him ...sure...........

yes.

01 June 2010

Still have one more day ....Two more paper .....

I can leave my stress and sadness totally ........left all annoyance.......all mans' cruel and selfish.......

But , I have to learn ....Because this all just a test for me .......

What I needed is learn to accept it EARLY  than other people and See more CLEARLY and DEEP to you all ..

You just like a vampire in life .....

BUT .i love my friends really who treat me good ...=D

recently life

Two weeks more no on Facebook , MSN and Blogspot...........

There are many things happen in this two more weeks.............

First ,

11/05/2010 , Tuesday

Luckly was 511 because he love incidence 911 much ,
crazy guy ..

Happy Birthday , Jozen

dont eat banana already , banana make you more crazy .... haha..


13/05/2010 , Thursday

It was my good friend Yuan 's birthday ..
Happy Birthday , Yuan ...
also need to say thanks to you because always listen me " fa lao shao " and accompany 38


13/05/2010 , Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ..............to my BLOG...........
actually i had been forget it ..........
i also forget when i write blog and when i start to fall in love to blogging ....
this is beacuse .........
i am who i am when i am blogging ..........no need faced with a lot of problems.....
sometimes , i also will think that , what i think are many but i no write all of them .....

My Blog , give me a lot of friendship's warm .......


12/05/2010 , Wednesday

It might be a day that seldom people know it ....because it was special...
I also dont know it before actually ...
i know it accidently ,,,, because last time keep go for hospital due to some reason...

Happy Nurses' Day 

got happy nurses' day , so when is happy doctors' day ?  =)
if some one know it , tell me ..=)


13/05/1010 , Thursday

Happy Birthday , Mummy  =)

haha.....next time when i earn money , i will buy the things you one ...
because too expensive ....=)



Happy Birthday , Rhu Chyi ....
same birthday with my mum....haha.....
thanks for you broom because wanna help me sapu all A .....
haha .....i will buy back a broom to you dee....


Secondly ,

i forget start from what date ..

18/05/2010 , Tuesday 

I started to do my revision for my exam ....
I wanna get a good results ..But , i worry about it ....
this is because i dont have the higher confidence like other ...
i cant say the word "so easy" for my any paper ....

this time exam also brings me a lot of precious lesson ....


Thirdly ,

i also forget the date ...

I wanna to say " THANK YOU " for my friends those send the exam paper tips' for me ....
Thank much really ....
Yee ying , Pui teng , Yih siew , Sam , Jia jing .....
.and some more i forget...sorry ..
especially Kok Ming and Suet Yein .....
thanks =）


Forthly ,

16/05/2010 , Sunday

Happy Birthday , Pui Xin.........
pinky lady =)
she loves pink very much .....loyal =)


22/05/2010 , Saturday

Happy Birthday , Pui Teng .............
one of my good friend........
thanks for you help me many before also ...........=)


28/05/2010 , Friday

Happy Birthday , Sam .........
wish you All the best ......


Lastly ,

27/05/2010

I felt upset and disappointed totally....

Camouflage ，Let me see more clearly about it ..

原谅我没有说

 一加一等于二

地球是圆的

世界 

有时候很简单

有时候很复杂

人类 

有时候很善良

有时候很恶毒

时间 

有时候给我们甜蜜的回忆

有时候给我们很痛苦的过去

现在是凌晨2.35分

电脑前的银幕开着很多文件

关上面纸书

关上msn

开着部落个

看着你的部落个

看着你的文章

看着你的照片

听着你的所上载的歌

到现在 

我也还没猜出那是谁的歌

什么歌名 

你在做什么

你睡了吗？

这城市的夜景很美

夕阳的落下

大厦的灯光

漆黑的夜晚

这城市很寂寞，他告诉我

爱与不爱 

让他痛苦

同时也让人寂寞

原谅我没宥说

我在看着你

我在听着你

我在注意你

我在留意你

我在关心你

我在等待你

原谅我没有说

我会生气

我会担心

我会快乐

我会郁闷

我会逃避

我会说谎

原谅我没有说

我脑海你都是你