i dont want ..

curi tulang again...
haiz...suddenly got a force push me update my mood..
exam coming soon ..about 7 days more...
is really time for countdown it..

Annoying for something..
i also duno how to say and describe myself feel and mood..
it just like what i say..
why God wanna plan my life be like that ?
i also duno..
maybe God wanna me learn more in my life..
learn more brave and independence..
also want me learn how to be strong and brave to stand up things and face it ..

i am weak ..
i am cowardly ..
i am scare ..
i am worry ...

i know it ..

but i dont want be the loser in this war ..!

I DONT WANT !!